Demons Inside

On the outside I'm smiling,
On the inside I'm dying,
I fight the Good Fight on the outside,
I fight a different fight on the inside,
The difference between the two being,
That I'm winning the Good Fight,
But losing the fight inside.
My demons and weaknesses,
Continue to overpower me,
Making me wonder,
If I was to succumb the Good Fight,
Would it give me enough strength,
To win the fight inside?
My continuous failures inside,
Make my minor victories outside,
Seem insignificant and pointless,
While my morals that seem perfect outside,
Are in fact anything but inside.
The demons and weaknesses are winning,
Soon everything that's locked away inside,
Will implode,
Ruining everything outside.