Waiting and Gathering

I'm sitting and waiting,
Avoiding playing,
Waiting for the game to come to me,
To present me with an opportunity,
That to me seems long over due,
As many others have declined apart from you...

Patience is a virtue hard to learn,
But learned well, presents opportunities hard to spurn,
While I've been told Karma is supposed to be kind,
Right now it's destroying my mind,
And although nothing was ever written in stone,
Your actions have shaken me too the bone...

Now I can see through the light in your eyes,
See through to the pack of lies,
Yet I shall always keep on waiting,
And constantly keep on gathering,
The smashed up pieces of my heart,
Tape them up until my life falls apart...