Unforgivable

I always throw away something valuable,
That is something to which I'm always culpable,
I always hurt the people I love,
My apologies are never enough,
Which is why I am not apologising here,
I am just wishing joy on you, my dear,
I am not asking you for forgiveness,
I am just wishing you the world's happiness,
My stupidity never ceases to amaze me,
That's why I don't expect you to forgive me,
But I will say one thing,
The times we spent together will always mean something,
I will cherish those moments for eternity,
Even if you rightly banish them from your own memory,
But I would like to think you would spare a thought,
For the boy you once knew, when he had a heart...