Surface Breaking Doubts

Behind the bright blue eyes,
Beyond the always wide smile,
Hidden in the dark recesses of his mind,
Lies the one great doubt he has,
In himself and in others,
And in everything around him...

There in the darkness it sleeps,
With one eye wide open,
Constantly searching for the slightest misgiving,
To seize upon and take advantage of,
That would always shake him mentally,
But on the surface nothing would seem wrong...

Doubts creep about where his heart truly rests,
Doubts creep about his self belief,
Doubts creep about the return of his bane,
Doubts creep about someone who is long lost,
They all creep in the darkness of his mind,
Constantly chipping away at the false front he's put on...

Until one day the false front falls...
Revealing all the heartache that hides behind his smile...

Stop the Torture

It pains me to see you like this,
You need to give your love life a miss,
As the one person you really pine for,
Its too busy acting the whore,
He is off with the angel of death,
Who sucks from him every last meaningful breath...

You have given up everything for him,
But his commitment is yet to begin,
As he is acting exactly like he did before,
When all he wanted from women was more and more,
So please stop cruelly torturing yourself,
Please just put your feelings for him on the shelf...

As right now, you're only ripping your heart apart...
When what it really needs is a brand new start...

The Caller With No Voice

The phone rings and I pick it up,
My greeting is met with silence,
I repeat my 'hello' once more,
Again silence meets my ear,
And just as I'm about to say something else,
The line goes dead...

The last time I received a call like that,
Was over four or five years ago,
I know who the caller was that time,
Who's to say they haven't done it again?
It can't be a coincidence that the call came,
So soon after she was spotted nearby...

I have every right to be suspicious of this call...
It looks like something big is about to happen...
The caller with no voice looks set to appear very soon...

Stay Away, You Whore

Why have you come here?
Have you come to hurt my family some more?
You have no right to be around these parts,
You're nothing but a common whore...

You corrupted his once clear mind,
You're the reason he's not here anymore,
You tore apart his life so much,
That he just wanted to find the exit door...

You took him from so many loved ones,
You're psychotic, you're insane,
I can't control my anger toward you,
Because you have brought me so much pain...

You and he had a child together,
The half-sister I will never know,
But then you went and completely broke him,
Robbing my family of his passionate glow...

I'm warning you now, if I ever see you again,
I will do something I won't regret,
But even that won't make me feel better,
His loss is a pain I will never forget...

So stay away from my family, you filthy whore...
Or I swear to God I will beat you repeatedly...
Until your breathing becomes shallow and no more...
And you realise the pain you have caused my family...

Six Feet Under

Congratulations and celebrations,
You have escaped life’s aggravations,
But you have hurt us all in doing so,
Why did you feel the need to go?

You wove the dreaded hang man’s noose,
You tied it so tight, there was no way it was loose,
Your finger nails showed signs of a fight,
You couldn’t escape, despite seeing the light…

Realising you were wrong didn’t save you,
Now you’ve departed far too soon,
We all know you made a bad choice,
So it seems did you, but no one heard the noise…

No one heard your screams like thunder…
Now you sleep six feet under…

Only a Matter of Time

A part of my life so major,
Losing you would cut me to the core,
Yet time is such a foul thing,
And ageing is such a horrid one too,
That your departure will come horribly soon,
And you, who has been there for me from the very beginning…

Will be snatched away from me…
By the cruel hand of death…

Miscarriage of Justice

Your life's carriage has gone amiss,
It began with one inevitable kiss,
That has resulted in a terrible miscarriage of justice,
That has destroyed those early feelings of bliss,
That you felt in the pit of your heart,
Which have been replaced by it shattering apart,
Because of one foolish man's selfish actions,
His lust for you provides unwanted distractions,
And now you feel the ultimate pain,
And never again will you feel the same...

Something irreplaceable has been taken from you...
And you have no idea what to do...

Love's Sudden End

She tries to get into his mind,
By looking into his eyes,
But upon seeing the hidden lies,
She let out loud and anguished cries...

Love can disappear like sunny weather,
Hearts are broken, relationships are severed,
It all happens at the pull of a lever,
That destroys love altogether...

Forever and ever love will be born,
Forever and ever love will become worn,
Right now, she is extremely forlorn,
Right now, lost love she mourns...

When he decided to run away,
She entered a state of dismay,
She had hoped it wouldn't end this way,
But he felt to end it all was the only way...

Love always has a wonderful start,
But love will always tear us apart,
He understood this more than his counterpart,
But in the end, it still tore his mind apart...

Green Eyes and Butterflies

He can see it in the glow in her eyes,
Her stomach is filled with butterflies,
Just like his own,
As he's no longer alone...

He feels like he has been made whole,
He has found the partner of his soul,
Who has these amazing green eyes,
That pierce through blatant lies...

They light up with sheer delight,
Brightening even the darkest of nights,
Their glow tells him she is filled with butterflies,
That make her gaze away toward the skies...

And as he stares straight into her glorious green eyes...
He too becomes filled with these breathtaking butterflies...

Fear

Fear is followed by tears,
Tears are hidden by cheers,
Cheers are silenced by leers,
Leers are defeated by fear...

Fear is caused by anything,
Anything can be everything,
Everything can be nothing,
Nothing can always be something...

Fear is always right here,
Right here can be over there,
Over there can be anywhere,
Anywhere can be everywhere...

Everywhere is filled with fear...
Fear constantly breeds fear...

Fate's Call

I’m left to stew over temptation,
A chance like this was never in my expectation,
She lies beside me, bold as brass,
Her eyes shine like a looking glass,
Her breath pushes gently against my face,
My heart’s beat is so fast it could jump out of place,
Amazement washes over me as I realise,
I am the reason for the glow in her eyes…

We edge closer to each other on the bed,
We lie so close now, we are head to head,
Our lips are so close to touching now,
One love was lost, but another is found,
We gently press our lips together,
And we kiss like we’d been doing it forever,
I hadn’t planned on this at all,
But who am I to ignore fate’s call?

Conclusive Storm

The thunder and rain,
Mirrors the pain,
That runs through my veins,
That makes me go insane...

Surrounded by stormy weather,
I carry out acts I should never,
I am far from being clever,
Friendships start to sever...

The wind rips my life apart,
Taking away any chance of a fresh start,
Everything in the world is blown apart,
Even my once united heart...

After it all, silence falls,
I hear no more anguished calls,
All I can hear are the rain drops fall,
The once large world is now small...

The ultimate storm has come and gone,
Yet a few manage to live on,
But not me, I am long gone,
Gone to where departed souls move on...

My life has come to it's terrible end...
Amidst thunder, rain and a terrible wind...

Empty Tears

Tears stream down your face,
On the surface, you're upset,
But a sly glint in your eye,
Tells a completely different story,
Your eyes are a gateway to your soul,
And right now they're telling me,
That your soul is lying to me...

The tears continue to flow relentlessly,
You make a lot of terrible claims,
You claim devastating loss and pain has befallen you,
But your reputation as a compulsive liar follows you,
And makes it hard to believe a word you say,
Making me wonder to myself,
Are those tears just empty?

I don't want to believe you'd lie about things like this,
But others feelings put doubts in my head,
All the while, your tears keep flowing,
Just like the lashing rain outside,
Yet still I doubt their authenticity,
I've always been a fool for eyes,
And while your eyes tell me you’re lying...

They also tell me you're not lying...
I can't tell whether or not they're empty tears...