Guilt

A hollow, empty feeling washes over me,
I feel so horribly guilty,
I practically dragged you out,
I badly wished to see you,
But you had an awful time,
Out in the freezing cold,
As you were surrounded by idiots,
Ignorant to those around them,
To the feelings they possess...

I'm sorry for the horrendous weather,
I'm sorry for the stupidity of my friends,
I'm sorry for the heartlessness of men,
I'm sorry for every bad thing that's ever happened to you,
Even if I couldn't prevent it,
Or be faulted for it,
As you don't deserve to be hurt,
You deserve to have everything go right for you,
Because you are the nicest person I know...

And I just wish I had it in me,
To give you blissful eternity.